this is the song that i'm currently in love with, cos it tells all of my feelings. i dont know why, he occupies my mind that much, no matter how far we're apart. he's the one i wanna be with, and share all of my feelings. i dont know why... i think, i love him too much to pull myself apart from our memories.

換一種方式 咖啡還溫熱
我用霧氣在鏡面手寫著 愛你呢
床上音樂盒 依舊旋轉著
但你卻不再為我唱歌 說我是你的

我們就到這-梁靜茹
對的錯的 做了選擇 故事說到這
只是過去的甜蜜太過深刻
要多久 才能夠褪色
好的壞的 做了選擇 我們就到這
縱然會難以割捨又能如何
說好了 這個時刻不互相指責

初戀的顏色 我們都記得
像家鄉那條小河 透明得 很清澈
你曾為我折 一千個紙鶴
如今卻連一個擁抱 你我都尷尬著

對的錯的 做了選擇 故事說到這
只是過去的甜蜜太過深刻
要多久 才能夠褪色
好的壞的 做了選擇 我們就到這
縱然會難以割舍又能如何
說好了 這個時刻不互相指責

永遠的承諾是你賜給的
只是當初任誰也不曉得
愛情的轉折 比想象中的坎坷
感情的怨懟拉扯 牢牢捆綁著
有些裂痕你無法去 卻只能捨得

對的錯的 做了選擇 故事說到這
只是過去的甜蜜太過深刻
要多久 才能夠褪色
愛的恨的 做了選擇 我們就到這
就讓我曾愛過的記憶深刻
其他的（才能夠褪色）
就此放手 微笑得帶過
就此放手 微笑得帶過

she has been dreaming of our class gathering for long time luh. settlers, manhattan fish market, hurhur. Tokyo is alright, but the stuff is expensive, so one must be an idiot to go there for shopping, some more now their currency appreciated, wth. i bought quite many their traditional toys, sooooooooooooooo cute and pretty gosh. and it's really not expensive, some how. didnt take many photos cos Tokyo dont really have much scenery or whatsoever. and and and, i realise my angmoh is getting really bad, and i'm forgetting how to write cheena words. WTH.

alright, i'm going Tokyo on 27th Feb, for 4 days only. mainly to shop and try out their BBQ since dad's gonna open a Jap BBQ shop. hmmm. hmmm. Jap stuff are far toooooooo expensive and and and their currency appreciated ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH. stupid idiot currency. i'll just wanna buy their fooooooood and nothing else. foooood foooood fooooooood. i wanna diet but im not doing it cos i take supper daily, oh great. i wanna buy a newwwwwwwwwwww phone too, just like sinne, since bro is using my phone for me, haahahahahahhahaha. hmmmm.

okay, life has been gooooooood. but vday is like... normal? went to a banquet with dad & bro after been digged up from bed at 10am, argh. the food was good, i ate like 7 ferrero rocher, great, and getting fat. i wanna diet sobs, hmmm. miss the throwface people luh, ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. now i'm out of their outings! aRGHHHHHHHHH. sobs. gave my bro's friend, who's working in my house now, 2 ferrero rocher since its vday, he was surprised, oh ya, he's cute, but he smokes abit. mum and dad always prise him for been diligent blablabla and he's like my bro's bestfriend. anyway, vday was...okay. dont expect much, cos my family dont really celebrate this kind of dates. good night world!

ok thanks those who wished me! =D hmmm. as we grow older, birthday seems less and less... MEANINGFUL! LOL. i'm 19?! HUH? WHAT. hmmm. sighs. i really miss friends in Spore luh! ok classguys pls upload your botak photos! WAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH FAINTS.

alright, just bought my Fendi watch. dad saw aunt carrying a new LV bag and wanted to buy one for me, but then i dont like LV, cos i think it's too old for me, im still young! and i really really dont like the design, hmmm, so asked dad to buy a watch instead, more useful huh. the watch costs S$600, not bad, i really like it, ok so much cheaper compared to the LV bag, but nvm! i reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy love my watch!

hmmm. like some people are taking SAT, was thinking if i should go for it too. hmmm. like will it be better for me to go to australia? hmmm. ok my angmoh is getting from bad to worse, really, have not been speaking for months, sometimes i'll ask myself, GOSH WHAT IS THE TAX CALLED FOR INVESTMENT PROFITS? how i can i forget that! gosh, i need to think for quite some time before i remembered its called CORPORATE TAX. faints- sighs. hmmm. im dreading march cos results will be out, and im so scared cos i know i wont do well, LOL, ok i shall not think so much, cos i believe there's no dead ends on this world, there'll always be a way out, thats for sure. i think im really very 放不開 about lots of stuff, like im learning how to let go of my stand on certain stuff. hmmm. im also not very sure of what im saying now, LOL. hmmm. i wanna get a new phone, hurhur, and dad is gonna buy me a new watch, i'll share with your after i've got it. i hateeeeeeeeeee having "phlegm"! is it spelled like this? sighs, bth myself luh. i gotta learn to forgive and forget, and LET GO! not on r/s stuff luh, dont anyhow think oh people. it's good to stay single luh, dont intend to go into a r/s too soon now.

他只會讓我心碎　而你從不吝惜你的安慰
我不是什麼都看不見　也不是分不清　分不清自己該愛誰
愛讓人口是心非　眷戀著明知故犯的罪
我無力解釋笑中的淚　只能說愛情的對錯無關是非

你是對的人　卻在錯的時間　錯的地點出現
帶著錯誤的感覺　才會找不到對的焦點
他是錯的人　卻用對的語言　對的角色出現
對得讓我無法拒絕　才讓我深深陷在錯誤裡面

hehee

ohoh~ Hongrui went into army already, i think QF too. hope all the guys in the army are fine! probably they'll be bullied terribly, gosh, so scary. luckily i'm a girl! cant bear to see classguys shaved, think i'll faint.